<p>it’s been 4 years. 4 years that i’ve been wanting to just die. i started cutting not that long ago. my thigh is bad. i drink and vape and other stuff to try and distract from the pain. i’m trying to stay alive but it’s so hard. my weights now gotten to my head. i hate it sm. i hate my body. i hate myself. i don’t know how to keep going anymore.</p>

it’s been 4 years. 4 years that i’ve been wanting to just die. i started cutting not that long ago. my thigh is bad. i drink and vape and other stuff to try and distract from the pain. i’m trying to stay alive but it’s so hard. my weights now gotten to my head. i hate it sm. i hate my body. i hate myself. i don’t know how to keep going anymore.

<p>i know just how you feel, and i know my words wont effect how you feel but i really hope you get better and find a reason to live. because i know how it feels to feel like you have nothing left to live for. but i keep myself alive by giving myself little reasons to be here , my dog would be sad, or i havnt finished watching this show, or who would use my shampoo and conditioner if i was gone. things like that can even help you out just a little bit.</p>

i know just how you feel, and i know my words wont effect how you feel but i really hope you get better and find a reason to live. because i know how it feels to feel like you have nothing left to live for. but i keep myself alive by giving myself little reasons to be here , my dog would be sad, or i havnt finished watching this show, or who would use my shampoo and conditioner if i was gone. things like that can even help you out just a little bit.