Giving up

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I go out of my way to please people. I try to be interested in what they are interested in. I listen. I laugh. I stay off my phone. I adjust. I gove advice. I care.

No one does that for me. Every flaw I have is maximized. I am the one who always needs to change. People ignore everything I say. People go on their phones or interrupt me when I try to show them something. Im the one who doesnt care in their eyes. Im so sick of it. Im so tired. Im tired of caring about others who couldn't care less about me. I really can't do this anymore. Im scared to get close to anyone anymore. Apparently im such a terrible person. Any time I try to open up I am the bad guy or im being defensive. I don't know what to do. I dont know whats wrong with me. I don't know why no one cares about me.