theyre trying their best to understand me but im such a burden ;; theyre also gonna be paying for my tuition fee this school year and im not exerting effort to anything i suck so much. I feel like i should be better off dead, everything has been so bad and im trying my best to fucking pull myself together but noo even that doesnt fucking work what the hell do i need to do, do i need to kill myself for fuxking deped to realize what kinda bullshit were dealing with im so fycking tired im so close to killing myself