I am 21 from india
I got a BJ from a gay once and that is killing me
I like girls and I am straight
But I don't know why I did that.
Now I am scared what if it comes out that I got a BJ from a gay.
I am too scared.
I am getting a feeling that if this comes out every one thinks I am gay too. Thinking of this making me sick. I don't know how my parents will react for this. Sometimes I fell like dying. Don't know why his happened and why I did like that. I even said to that guy that don't say this to anyone, he was like "don't be scared. I won't say this to anyone, I keep these kind of things private". But what makes me scared is he is open with his friends and parents that he is a gay but he didn't said to anyone that he is giving BJ for strangers in hostel. But I am scared that what if he tells, I have a life ahead.