HiFor one year now, I am awake; I know who I am, and always grateful for how far I've come. Today I'm sad because yesterday I took a decision that turned into a lesson, a lesson I thought I'd learned already. I lost all my money, trusting someone will help me make more. I let my emotions lead my actions, and so I paid the price. My hurting is not from losing the money(because money always finds me) it's mostly from the way things are right now. I miss my family; having yourself sometimes is not enough, it keeps you alive, but it can offer you all the warmth you need. The only reason I give the money away was that I wanted to be home with all my heart, but I think taking the easy way it never works