Ok... my name is Kaillyn and i might be depressed but i dont wanna be seen as that bitch acting like she depressed for clout. So my bio dads a douche if we put it in basic terms. I have 2 little sisters (kinley 11, kashlyn 8)....My bio dad tried to take me and my little sister(kinley) from my mom even though he never took care of us- he was a truck driver... and a man whore to say the least... but i was 5 at the time so i didnt understand but i loved him either way. my littlest sister, kashlyn, wasnt born yet but my mom was pregnant at the time too. but my dad took my mom to the airport and tried to force her out the car while me and kinley were at the house.... one time he MADE my sister (kinley) drink beer at the age of 3 -i was 5- My dad all in all was abusive to my mom, but i didnt see it- i tried to drown out the noises of them fighting by taking my sister into my room and playing with the kitchen set (the only toys we had) and clanking them around tryna keep kinley from hearing it. but back to the airport thingy- he got her outta the car and she called the cops they got us and took us back to the airport with mom and mom only had 2 tickets for only 2 seats for only me kinley and momma (plus my sister in her stomach) but my mom has hernia bc when she was pregnant with kinley, she had to much amniotic fluid in there. But when we got back to Oklahoma(where we live now) from alaska.... my mom was depressed for quite some time... and she has anxiety and is inda senstive on letting us go places if she hasnt met the parent(s) or ppl. im 13 atm and idk... we've lived a sucky life- not living normally.... we dont have a place to "live, live" bc my mom got with another guy when i was like 6 or 7.... but a couple years ago they bought a trailer (with my mommas money) and we moved it onto my stepdad's parents' land, and we lived there- then they fought WAY Too much, so we moved into our meemaws down the road from us basically (half a block) and my mom and meemaw get into fights about how meemaw fat shames kinley.... (kinley is more curvy then me, like she had a bigger chest and bottom then me..... but it bc she got my moms side more, and that DOES NOT change how much i love her <3) So we moved out and we are TEMPORARILY staying at my step dads bc hes being stubborn... but tbh i wanna go back to meemaws, she has more room and it stinks in this trailer, like cat piss.... but i dont want meemaw treating my sister like that :'( i really do not know what to do..... and all this that i have told you guys is just barely the begginning..... i havent vnted to any one in a long time and i havent cried either... i wanna show my sisters its ok but how do you do that? im scared honestly.... like REALLY scared. (and im sorry if i spelled anything wrong, im kinda in a hurry so i can make it to my next class)