Happiness after all?It is not what I ever imagined. I love my husband so much! He tells me that he loves me very much as well. We cannot stay more than 2 days without seeing each other on Whatsaap. I love his face. I miss him. I want to hold him and be close to him. Yet, for one reason or the other, we live in different countries for years.I found myself alone and lonely. I have no need to be unfaithful. In matter of fact, I want to be faithful to him but I am going down emotionally and physically, feeling abandonned. So many times I wish a man would take me out to dance, to eat out to have fun and talk and treat me with respect and kindness. I need a man friend to hang out with and fill my life with joy. I want to feel alive again.