Umm how it feels to be cool but u r actually not cool but you pretend to be cool otherwise people gonna avoid you. Omg! My sibling think my laugh is fake and you know what it's true actually. According to my age I'm not suppose to be like this but m like this because I'm afraid that everyone leave me 🙆🚬. Recently my frnd had a dare to avoid me and other frnds for a week and he was the only person I like to talk because we r stranger but not so strangers and when he ignored my texts I was fucked up u know why because I thought that m again alone . I don't know why I try to act so strong but not so strong deep inside I'm fucked up. There was a tym when I use to do everything I luv to do and now m fucked up🤤🔥 hot no? Right. U know I can't tell about my luv lyf because it was totally a shit and I don't like to talk about him but yeah guys never luv someone so hard that in the end...... U know u gonna regret it.