Hate love relationship

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Yesterday night I was triggered by my thoughts and by some stupid stickers some guy was sending me. One thing led to another and I found myself in porn hub😭. I’ve been on a streak since God knows when of not watching porn but yesterday all that is lost. I hate that I did it on the last day of 2020, I hope it’s not a curse. Also, I’m not sure about how I’m feeling with this guy....yesterday I started seeing him different because he just sounded like he wanted to fuck. And I’m not about that life. I want to be respected. I was so into him for the past week and a half, but now I’m not too sure about that😬. I feel bad! Cause he is such a sweetheart but not all the time. I like him but I need to stand my ground on his freaky shit. Aghhhhh!!! Hate doing this