I'm so sick of chasing people. i'm always the one in the wrong because i express how i feel? I feel like i am always walking on eggshells and not being myself because it will pose an issue or I'll be at risk of losing another friend. I go above and beyond for people close to me (even those that aren't) but i feel like its not reciprocated. I feel so alone, they are allowed to get upset and im here. If i have one bad day or anything it equals to the end of a friendship suggesting it couldve ended anytime! I am sick and tired of chasing people all the time!! What's wrong with me? why cant people chase me or ask how i am? i have friends yet feel so alone so so so alone and i feel like i have no purpose in life half the time and everyone is better off without me!