My dad finally noticed that I'm not okay. He walked past me and asked if I was okay and I just smiled and said yes I'm fine. Right then and there I just wanted to break down in tears and tell him about all my pain and hurting but I just couldn't let him see me like that, I don't want to make him feel bad and my parents will probably just say it's hormones or something and nothing is wrong. I want to tell them everything going on with me but I'm scared and they have so many other things to worry about. I just want to stop feeling so alone. The moment I open up to someone I just feel stupid and just overthink everything I say I don't know why I am the way I am I wish I could just be normal.