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he said he loved me

he said he loved me

he lied

and still I believe it was my fault

why am I like this?

what did I do to deserve to live a lie?

one side of me is saying "he shouldn't have done that to you."

the other is saying "it's your fault, this is your doing"

but my heart

my heart is saying...

"he just wanted to make you happy"

and I don't know what to believe

I'd believe any s**t anyway.

I'm that gullible.

I would've proffered he just rejected me

but now I'm on an emotional rollercoaster

and I'm about to throw up