he said he loved me
and still I believe it was my fault
why am I like this?
what did I do to deserve to live a lie?
one side of me is saying "he shouldn't have done that to you."
the other is saying "it's your fault, this is your doing"
but my heart
my heart is saying...
"he just wanted to make you happy"
and I don't know what to believe
I'd believe any s**t anyway.
I'm that gullible.
I would've proffered he just rejected me
but now I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
and I'm about to throw up