I’m 20. He’s 40. He was my professor. And I was one of 5 students (I learned later on) that he said he “loved” and felt a “special connection” with.I wasted 2 years on him. I lost my innocence to him. He treated me like crap. Screaming at me, Isolating me from friends and family, cheating on me.I left him and he moved on like I was nothing.Now I don’t believe in love anymore. I don’t believe that there is a man out there who is biologically capable of loving a woman and never cheating on her or abusing her. I’m ruined. And he’s out there still doing what he’s doing. And there’s nothing I can do about it. I have no proof, I have no authority, nothing. I just have to live with this now.