I think I'm starting to do better for myself. I have to put in work but I'm starting off on the right foot.I was mostly upset about breaking up with my ex and I realize that there's no use in moping. I cannot make them love me again and even if they did I know I shouldn't take the offer to be in a relationship with them again (for now??) The sooner I move on the sooner I'll be able to be happy with myself. There are going to be more chances, I just have to be patient and put in the effort of talking to more people.Pushing myself away from my friends has given me a warped perception of them in that they hate me and don't want me. I know that's not true. If I purposefully stop talking to them it is not their fault I am feeling left out, and I want to find the confidence to talk to them as much as I did before.I can do this!