I miss him so much. I wish he would have accepted me for who I am. I know I can be a lot to deal with but I am never trying to hurt anyone. I just wanted to take things slowly and for some reason that made him so upset. He also told me I was annoying and a bunch of other rude stuff. He was so hot and cold towards me and I don't know why. We also argued so so so so so much. All we did was fight. After all of this, I still can't get him off my mind. My heart just feels broken. Why does he hate me so much?