my heart hurts so bad i want to scream it all. i want to scream how fucking hurt i am. how fucking painful what she did when she left me and i didnt even get to say my part. i didnt see it coming. i was ready to fight it all, to make it work. i was ready to risk everything. i would alawyas be sefless and understanding. it turns out she didnt want to take part anymore. i want to scream so bad the hole in my chest, the questiions, the confusion, the blames, the anger, the frustration. **l why would you leave me? now i am left on a train station and youve rode on your way and it's cold out here and dark.