Im not sure how I feel about life anymore. It all feels so arbitrary. What am I supposed to do. My girlfriend whom I loved and cherished just left me because shes not ready for a relationship. I respect that and I dont want to make her do anything that she doesnt want to. However, im devastated. She was my everything. I want to win her back sonehow. But im not really sure if I can. I try to act like I dont care about her anymore and be loose and sarcastic about it. But I cant. I try to ignore her bit i cant. I dont know what to feel anymore. Please help me...someone....anyone.