How do I know if I'm suicidal.
My brother gave me a card for suicidal prevention and I can relate to some of the things on it.
I cut/scratch myself. I'm tired. Im behind in school. I just wished I could sleep longer even though I already sleep for ten hours. My relationships with my family is going down. My mom thinks I cant talk to her. My father is in prison. Nic(stepdad?) I have no idea what he thinks. I sometimes think I could just die and no one would care. My ex best friend sexually touched me when we were in third grade. I would be touched in music class, the library, even the community center. I dont know if I hate my self. I dont know what I'm feeling. I just want to curl up on my bed. My mom keeps pushing me to go to grandmas. How do I know I'm not doing this for attention? My mom keeps saying she feels that I am doing this to hurt her? How do I know I'm not? I lost all my friends. The one who lives at my aunt's doesn't even want to do anything with me?