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I am 32m I have broke up with my partner of 15 years on and off we have 3 kids she cheated on me 6 years ago we got back to get her but I find it so hard to for get the past I have more or less abused her with my horrible words I call her I feel so down all the time the worse I have felt I have just taken it out on her I have never layed

a finger on her or my boys but the boys have seen every thing over years and it not nice but I can’t control it I just feel angry all the time any little thing sets me off I feel like my family just for got abaut me and arant there for me when I really need them I am depressed lonely and just don’t won’t to live no more I wish some one would just kill me