I can't, people like to make comments, "Well, you're only 12. How could you know what I'm going through?". I don't know bitch, I was abused, turned to online dating for a release and older men and women took advantage of me and treated me like shit. I STILL hear the moans and groans, I still picture them smiling and saying, "Wasn't that fun?".... and I let them. I let them take control and I let them change me. The only 3 people I EVER really trusted either, lied, cheated, abused me, or used me. I know more than I should, I know reality. I know the pains and lows of this fucking hell, so next time you ask.. "How?" you kill another hope of mine. I'm only 12, there's only so much I can handle. That was 4 years, of waiting and waiting for that nightmare to end. It hasn't fully yet, but when I say "I understand" I really do. I'm not just saying it to be a good "friend", I'm saying it because no one would save me, so I rather save you. So please.. don't remind me. I've tried so hard to escape that trauma and my past, I can't quit now..please.