\t I cry almost everyday. School makes me feel like I have nothing in life, like im stupid, or I should kill myself. \t\t The stress gets to my head every day. Days seems like Years and hours feel like an endless pit of nothing. \t\t\t\tAll i do at school is lower my mental health. \t\t\t\t\t\tI gain absolutely nothing. I ask for help but no one can hear me cause im asking in my head. A bunch of paperwork thrown at me telling me to do this in one week I try to finish it but it ALWAYS leads to me doing all of it on the last day. I ask for help but all I get is yelling from my parents telling me i should have done it sooner. yelling from my school telling my parents my grades are F's. My parents say I need a tutor but I say I need a therapist. My parents say im not trying but I say I am, youre just not looking. I ask for help but I ask in my head, so no one can hear me. can someone PLEASE hear me. Im only 14 feeling this way. Im only 14 feeling like I dont want to be on this earth anymore. Dont get me wrong I have a great family. My parents spoil me like hell, But still im only 14 and I feel like I cant be on this world anymore. If all I get is feeling like im falling for years then all I want to do is finally hit the floor.