I’ve been struggling so much lately. Sometimes all I think about is weather I’m going to have a future or not. Things are tough rn and I can’t promise myself that I won’t do anything stupid. I’ve been through so much since the 6th grade and from there it gets harder and harder everyday. I feel so miserable and sometimes I don’t have the energy to text people anymore or get up and do things. I struggle so much but no one notices. I feel ignored and unwanted. I failed at so many things that I can’t even make my dad be in my life. My stepdad is rude and tells me all these things and it hurts me. My biological dad can’t even text me. My my does drugs and doesn’t even know how it’s been affecting me. I feel stuck everyday. I feel like I’m screaming but no one can hear me.