⚠TW CUTTING, SUICIDE⚠ I don't know how to feel about my emotions now. Even though I'm young (I'm 11), I feel like I shouldn't be thinking/acting like this. I have terrible mood swings and sometimes I would yell/get mad at others about small and stupid reasons. I try not to let my feelings out because I'm scared of becoming a burden to those I love. Whenever I cut/scratch myself and I tell them I'm <insert days> clean, my friends would say a few things. "Just stop cutting. Do it for me. Think about your family/friends. If you didn't start you wouldn't have scars." I hate it when they say that. It just makes me not want to open up more and hurt myself more. As I get closer to killing myself, those around me are starting fade. My online friends barely talk to me anymore. It's my fault.