My boyfriend of a year and 4months called it quits today. He’s everything to me. And it’s my fault. I can’t help myself to go through his phone when there’s never anything there. We haven’t been great for the last 2 months but I’ve been trying to fix it. I’m so depressed right now and I’ve told him so many times because I’m at the point where I really need some help but he doesn’t seem to understand, I think he just doesn’t care which is so hard because he’s so caring and lovely to me but I constantly feel alone and like I have no one. He’s truly done today man, I don’t know what to do, I’ve fully moved my life around to be with him and I’m stuck now with nothing (not his fault) but we just didn’t expect this to happen we were really happy up until 2 months ago when my mind just couldn’t take being stuck indoors in lockdown. I just don’t know, if he’s not with me I don’t wanna be here, my job fuck me about n haven’t paid me the whole lockdown, I can’t live with my family, I left my family home because of how bad my mental health got, I have like 50p in my bank lol. Have to laugh coz what the fuck else.