Sitting in a car ready to cry... People don't understand compassion, love and humility these days. I've been dealing with alot emotionally the past few months but today got worse and I just wish someone would say are you okay? How are you? So that I could atleast let some of it out.My husband got drunk one night and raped me .... Not much more to say there. He has a drinking problem (atleast I think so) I forgave him cause I love him but it's had to feel in love with him if that makes sense.Today we had a family member die and on top of that my father decided to lecture me about how we train our kids. It's alot of emotion and pain and secrets on my shoulders and I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me it's okay. But pain goes on in silenceAsk your friends how they are..