help me, i feel insane.

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i dont know whats happening but ever since i stopped talking to the guy i have loved for many years, ive had this feeling that my brain is shutting the pain out.idk why but i feel different. this isn't like the other times we stopped speaking. Something within me has changed. the anger within me, is bubbling and counting down the minutes till i explode. i don't feel real. nothing about me is the same. my motivation to do anything is so unpredictable. i dont understand whats happening to not sad, im just numb. xoxo - E