hey,, to whoever sees this, i hope u someday find the strength to carry your million scars. they may not be the ones described as "the stars that decorate your porcelain skin", no. they could be "the thorns that serve as a reminder of your pain" and that's ok. just please, please, i hope one day someone or something may serve as your strength to carry on. even better if that someone is yourself. i wish you won't beat up yourself as you've done many times before. you are capable of being loved.