For the longest time I’ve been madly and completely in love with this girl, she’s the most wonderful beautiful caring woman ever. I’d do anything for her just to see her smile her beautiful wonderful sunshine of a smile. Sadly she doesn’t feel the same way. It’s tearing me up inside. I love her I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Sadly it just won’t happen. Why do I still feel this way knowing that I can’t be with her? Why can’t I move on. Is it because part of me believes that she’ll feel the same way I feel, or is it just me in denial? Who knows.