I'm sorry that we ended, fuck I miss you everyday. I wish that I could fix it all and take this pain awayThe memories of you and I still playing on my mindI Tried to give my love to others, but it never felt the same.I know my heart will heal itselfBut I know i still need time.I know I ruined any chance to fix bond we hadI reached out when you asked space, why the fuck did I do thatThought I was fighting for the one.The one I know I loved. But went and threw that all away cause I acted fucking Dumb.I push an push and now i see the damange that i caused.I wish i took the time to thinkTo sit there and just pauseI failed to see the consequences that my actions would have causedAnd even tho we do not speak i know my hearts still yours.And speaking of my heart you see it still thinks your one. I think head believes it too, and this damage can be undone.i just wish i had a better way to show the fear inside I admit that I was always scared to show the pain i hide.The way I put it on all on you it was selfish I admitI was scared of people knowing thinking that i was just weak shit but by hiding all my feelings inside, it made everything seem bleakI'm glad I finally got the help, I promised I would seekI apologize tho that it took me longer than I saidSome people say that life's like a puzzleYou work on peice by peice And even tho it seems a struggle i know ill make them fitI finally see myself in all the ways you saw me too, the beauty thats inside of me, I'm finally letting throughNot scared of what others think of me the courage that i've foundI fell pretty hard but picked myself up off the ground. It's almost been a year now, Oh how the time has flown I wish that i could show you all the ways that i have grownI know I'll always love you, a part of me alway will. Who knows maybe we might meet again, Time will only tell.