So many things have been happening. You would think... I really do have it all, I have an amazing supporting boyfriend, I have two dogs, a loving family, a brand new car, I got into the school of my dreams for nursing and for some reason I feel empty, I want to break up with my boyfriend and I’m constantly mad and or depressed! I can’t seem to figure out what’s wrong with me but I know something is wrong. I don’t know how to talk to. I am I absolutely hate crying because I feel like I’m weak and a burden. There’s literally no reason for me to cry! So why am I trying so hard to self sabotage myself?! I don’t understand. What else can I possibly want? What’s wrong with me? Is it all the past traumas that are all bottled up in me trying to escape now? Why now?