ive never used this site or anything so hi.. i'm just here to talk about my friendship with this person on twitter. i've always had trust issues with him. he just used to lie consistently. then we'd get in fights about it and he'd be bitter. i knew that he would always change himself just to feel included or validated in all these different friend groups. when i show him respect for who he truly is, he brushes it off and leaves me. then he comes back to vent about something. tw // suiciderecently he just came out of the blue to tell me his friend commit suicide. no warning whatsoever. when he did this i was having a really hard time and i couldn't handle hearing something like that (as someone who has lost multiple people to suicide). it's unbearable. and only a few hours ago he tells me randomly about how he attempted suicide 4 months ago (around the time i thought i'd stop being his friend for good.)i remember saying i would give him no more chances. i was tired of being used as an emotional dump truck by some pathological liar. and now that I let him back into my life, he indirectly blames me for his apparent depressive episode. and i'm the one who he hurt. i'm the one who endured all of HIS emotional stress.. but it's my fault? he doesn't even listen to me when i talk to him. and i don't have anyone who will listen to me.