So there's this someone that changed my life. She really has helped me improve my mental health and she doesn't even know about it. She's like a big shot on tiktok and I doubt that she even knows I exist. In exchange for the smiles that she brings to me, I want to buy her a gift. I want it to be from my own money and effort so I was planning on getting a job this upcoming summer in hopes to buy her something. I've been thinking about this for a long time and I don't know whether to pursue it or not. I mean, I don't even know if she'll notice me afterward. I'm scared that when I finally save up and buy her something, she won't even get to see it since she's from a different country.
Do you think I should go on with it? or just let it go?:( Pls help me
thanks a bunch!!