When thinking of our destiny do we think of our lives intertwined with the mind and signs of ones actions or do we stop. Stop breathing thinking talking to make the space you once walked in, free, free of lies free of harm just free. We accept the love we think we deserve and I thought I deserved yours. beaten wounds and battle scars ignored. Your smile would cause waves in the room and in my heart. i could lose myself in your eyes . the same eyes which told lies such as three words. i love you meant everything to me, so much you would text me it everyday to make my smile shine and my rosy cheeks whilst I wasn’t in your mind. I never was we both know that. he never said to me he didn’t love me but your actions showed way more pain. A pain so undescribable the shadows of my soul can’t escape it. My colours we a rainbow, but you are that paintbrush which made the strokes of love and care into darkness. It made me into darkness. the worst thing is I still love you. I love how whenever I touched you, time stopped, everything stopped but now you stop as well. Please play, play the strings of music in your soul so in another life we can dance the streets again.