I thought I wanted him but now u realize how far away from him I wish I could get. He told me I could trust him and I did. With my trust he violated me in every way. Nothing I've done justify raping me of all my privacy. How could I be with anyone knowing that's what he did and still does. No remorse but think his actions are godly and justifiable. He knows me and I don't know him. He exposed me to the world to humiliate me and thinks it's ok to do what's being done to me. I want to cry everytime I think moments I thought I was alone and never was. All this time he's been watching.