I miss you a lot tonight. A part of me wants to just wake up and have it all be a dream. I can't go back, I've cut my hair and gained weight. I'm planning tattoos and maybe some piercings. All the things you didn't like, I didn't do them. You never asked me to, I just wanted you to like me, I didn't want to risk losing the attraction you had for me. Silly me, thinking I was enough.