Every time my husband and I have sex, he doesn’t look at me. He either looks in another direction or closes his eyes. I feel so ashamed and embarrassed. This makes me feel unwanted and unworthy. Am i not pretty or sexually appealing? Who is he imagining me to be? Some pornstar he likes? A woman he’s secretly attracted to? I hate it and it steers me away from wanting to have sex with him. It hurts me on one hand and on the other hand its a huge turn off.