I don't know why I'm writing here but I suppose it's a way to vent.
Honey why did you have to go? Why you? You are the only one who could not lose. The best thing is that you used me without realizing it and when I left for my own good you didn't realize that I was gone. Ironic. You do not know how many times I have thought about writing to you and telling you that I love you, that I miss you and that I want you to come back