I feel so lost and so utterly alone. The weight of everything has gotten too heavy. I don’t know how to just keep moving forward. I want to be the best version of myself, but the darkness inside me swallows me up bit by bit. Constantly feeding on me to grow more powerful. I’ve always struggled with depression in my teens and now in my mid to late twenties has been only getting worse. I started seeing a therapist but it didn’t help much because I wasn’t really fond of his counseling style so I need to find a new one I think. Started on antidepressants and something to help me sleep since night is always the hardest to get through. It would just be really nice to know there’s someone else out there feeling the same way I do and that there’s hope it’s going to get better one day.