Hope good thing will happen in the near future. I want to feel safe and happy.
I'm a loser who want to avoid stress and work but because I don't want to be suffered like the past.
I'm really not good dealing with stress and job I don't know how to do. Because of covid so now I'm doing a job I didn't have any experiences. I'm so newbie at this, so stupid. My brain didn't active and I heard insults like everyday because I didn't do it well.
Normally we will choose the things we're good at or we can do. Now I'm at the the things I have zero knowledge about it, then people loods at me like I'm the real useless can't do anything. There're things I can do tho..