Pay attention to this okay?
Quick remainder you are always not alone. There are people who have the same problems.
Ki@ing yourself is just running away. Dont do it. No matter what.
Stop blaming yourself. I know how it feels to want to d@e, dissapear, etc.
But it will be over soon okay? I still suffer from deppression. I still pretend to be the ''happy, cheerful'' girl that they see me as.
but its okay. There are people that want to help you, but they havent met you yet. I still havent met the person, but i know that ill meet them soon <3