So a little background info, I'm from a very small town, never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, only had a very tight group of friends, I'm 25, and I only moved to a large city 2 years ago. So I moved to the city to study and didn't expect much, found a nice little flat and befriended the landlord. A few months pass and a new tenant moves in next door, it's a really friendly girl. We don't really talk much that year, only greet as a formality. This year comes and she gets a lot more chatty and we start to hang out, we go to some bars and restaurants and learn more about each other. So time goes on and I finally gather up the courage to ask her out last night, she agrees and I'm ecstatic. Today I got a voicenote from her, she asks about why I was so nervous while talking to her last night as we've gone out plenty of times before, she goes quiet and realizes I asked her out on a date (we don't have a word for "date" in our language, the word used means "to go out"), now she seems very unsure, saying that she's unsure in what way I meant to take her out. I'll probably only see her again tomorrow and sort out this misunderstanding, so until then I'm a little hopeful but I feel sick and exhausted from the overload of previously dormant/unused emotions.I don't want things between us to become awkward, as we live literally right next to each other, but also I really don't want to be just friends... My feelings/attitude towards her will never change, rejected or not, I'll remain who I am, kind and helpful. But...BUT I'll never give up and I'll never give her up!