I've been suffering for a while
'til I lost count of years
Almost forget how to smile
as I drown in tears
Everyday, I slowly change
to be the person they wanted
A slave that stay by their side
and to let my beliefs be ignored.
How long must I stay and endure?
Everynight, I keep asking if I could die
and asked what to do in this life
If I'm not holding on as I was before?