Where do I start? I feel like a total failure. I am completely alone. I'm a single parent who also takes care of my mother. She was just in the hospital and was diagnosed as diabetic. My car broke down three days ago. Preparing is not an option as inspection is due in a month and it won't pass due to rust. I've been trying to save for a used car. I've managed to save 4k but can't find anything in my area. Used cars in my area are extremely over priced. I need a car for taking my mom and teen to the doctor and get to work. I feel so despondent. I just want to crawl into a ball and die.