A personal thing I would like to tell someone who really pissed me off and got me to the breaking point today. Ok, fuck you. You decided to tell me at the last minute. Why do you think you can have my respect when you are supposed to earn it? You can get a respectful email when you earn my respect. One way to earn my respect is to not expect it for being older than me or running me forever on the field. I fucking hate you. You haven't added anything good to my life. I could name countless things I hate you for. One thing is never putting me in a football game. You put fucking _____ in instead of me. Do you know how insulting that is? We we're winning like 50-0 but you can't put in anyone that joined the team to play because you didn't want them to score. Fucking shit dude, I'm decent at defence, why do you think he is better than me. That's fucking bullshit, you know I'm better. I'm faster, tougher, and can actually tackle people because I don't weigh as much as a feather. You are literally the most annoying teacher I've had this year, one reason is because you expected a respectful and nice email from me asking for when someone will fucking pick me up for my flight. It is literally so much easier to tell me than have to go through this bullshit. Like, we've got 17 hours before my flight and I don't even know if I'll make it because you never told me when I am supposed to do anything. Y'all deans make up the stupidest rules. You're the head dean, you made us migrate to main because the heater is broken. It's fucking colder in main. Then you just straight up left. Like why are you deciding what's better for us, you don't even know us. Everyone changes personality in front of you because you're our least favorite dean but we gotta be nice to you because you will punish us. You won't listen to any of our opinions. So many of the kids here are immature. You know why that is? Because this school wants us to be mature, but enforces stupid rules. Oh, we have to turn in our phone by 10:00? Besides that being illigal, it won't make any of us mature. We had to run a mile and a half because someone had an opinion, that you didn't even have to listen too. Even if were asleep before 9:00 and didn't turn in our phones because we're fucking asleep, it still gets taken away. Like, I've seen circles drawn by someone with parkinson's disease straighter than you. You literally have punished me for being 15 minutes early to mass, but the week before everyone but me was late to mass. I was early by like 30 minutes. Who got punished? Nobody! Listen, you don't deserve my respect until you've earned it, and it looks like that will probably take a very long time considering you haven't even tried yet. That's the problem with a lot of people, they're total assholes and think they deserve respect. Im only going to respect you if you have been nice to me, and if you're rules weren't all fucked up. Mr. _____ was a good dean. Everyone respected him because he was nice to us, and everyone followed his rules because he was a great person. In fact, he didn't even make us then in our phones most of the time, but most of us still did it, and the ones who didn't weren't late to school anyways. We have computers and stuff, we will get on our computers if we don't turn in our phones. The only thing it has taught us is to hide our phones and be untrustworthy. Yeah, were not stupid. We know how to hide things, and get around rules. In fact, this is like one of the things you should be least worried about but it's the only thing you punish us for. I literally smell weed at least once a week just walking through the hallways and nobody does anything about it. So no, I will not give you a respectful fucking email, you just made me more mad. I can figure it out on my own, you sent the same thing to _____. We could've gotten around this if I got my information earlier, but I have to make my plans at the last minute because if your laziness. It's sad that it got to the point where I had to even write an email asking you if anyone was going to pick me up. I would gladly have your job for the money you make, and I would get things done. You know, there are multiple better schools that I go to, there are very few reasons why I want to go to this school, you are one of the reasons I want to leave. I've literally had to think about leaving over the summer, and that's a bad thing. If the school had a good impact on me, I wouldn't need to think about it, but I've made too many friends here to leave. If they would go with me, I'm definetly going somewhere else. _____________ in _________ looks so much better. It's so much higher quality, and probably a much lower price. This school is so expensive, and this is the kind of dorm we gotta live in? It's got a deformed heater, and the electricity goes out at least once a year. You, ______, and that black kid that got kicked out last year are my only enemies, and it takes a fucking lot to be my enemy. Y'all also made outdoor activities which literally nobody likes. Was five hours of free time in the day too much for you? We have three now. You can't do anything in three hours. I've got a lot of work to do. I could've already made a business. I've thought so hard about dropshipping, but I know how bad y'all are about getting things done. Don't even deny it, you give me everything last minute. I also have to turn in my phone so I can't do business at night. If I get my phone taken away for one day, it would ruin my business. Plus, I have to get everything around dinner, test it, put it up on a website, and wait for someone to buy it. Everyone here makes fun of me. The stuff they say isn't even true, like I mess up on literally the smallest thing like tripping on a pebble and guess what, people say things like:"I think someone's got an extra chromosome" or "what a dumbass" and you don't help either. I know adding women would help with this problem a little, but there would be so much rape and sex happening here. You are allowed to go home every day if you wish, I can only go home over brakes and guess what, this is one of them. I just want to go home man, and you're making is so much more stressful. It has led me to try out things like snapchat which I never wanted to do because it is cringey as fuck, as well as tiktok which is even more cringey. I also learned so much sexual stuff at this school that I didn't want to. I was a great missionary with a kind heart living in ________, this school really fucked me up. I'm still more mature than 90% of everyone here somehow, but it goes to show that clearly these kids aren't becoming more mature. The more rules you give us, the less room we have to mature and the more room we have to go against rules. The only reason kids are so horrible and messed up is because of stupid rules. So no, I will not give you a more respectful email until you earn more respect and honor out of me and my classmates.