In 3 years my grandpa my gramma my mom and one of my best friends was diagnosed with cancer I’m a really happy person like my mom says I’m the sun in the sky (old Portuguese saying) and I feel like I’m carrying my family stability in my back I’m happy in the outside I have to be it’s like I’m acting 24/7 in school at home the stages of cancer of all of them are pretty low (that’s good cancer stage can go of 1-6 I think ) I’m like a 17 year old happy nurse all the time
My school and in the hospital suggested to my family that I wold get psicological suport but my mom tsaid I don’t need it I have too younger siblings and I’m basically a mom a student a friend I can’t take it anymore I just want to run away or sleep and only wake up when it’s all back to normal