tomorrows my birthday. i’m fifteen. my family are so great, all my friends, they put so much effort in and i feel so grateful! but i feel nothing at the same time. i don’t feel any kind of excitement. is this okay? i don’t feel much anymore, it’s kinda sad it’s kinda normal tho at the same time. i don’t even know how to, how do i do it? how do i feel something other than nothing? is it even a thing anymore? i feel like after a certain age everything becomes normal. everything becomes the same and more mundane. i tell everyone i’m so excited, so happy to be another year older but i’m not. it’s one more year of stress but then the final year of school? it’s so confusing as i don’t know what to feel. am i even feeling??? anyone who has this weird newfound uncomfortable feeling abt birthdays - lmk! sorry for being depressing im acc so fun usually, promise!