Sometimes I feel so numb. Like I struggle to stay awake or even move my body. It feels like I’m lazy and I know I’m being lazy but there is no way for me to get up and be productive. I have so much work to do every single day and I do it but some days, like today, I just feel like going to bed. Not talking, not moving, and almost not even breathing. I don’t even feel like typing or thinking. Nothing matters to me at the moment. You can kill a puppy in front of me and I won’t even flinch.Not talkingNot movingAlmost not even breathing.I don’t even feel like typing or thinking. Although I feel like this is necessary for my brain to just empty out and relax. Because oh, my damn, I’m imploding slowly but surely. Sleep sounds good. Just to lay on my arms in silence will do wonders.