I'm 33 years old and father of an eight years old boy. I've a very happy family. I love my wife and she also loves me a lot. She takes care of everything I need, except for one thing, that she is not good at physical intimacy.
I'm having a serious affair with a girl for last 18 months. She is 8 years younger to me and all she knows about me is almost a lie but I love her also very much. She doesn't even know that I'm married, she knows I'm 2 years older to her and there are many more lies that I had to spread into her ears to keep this relationship alive. During the Covid-19 pandemic we came very close. Now it seems to be impossible to live without her.
My life is over, I use to think of the result of any of them knowing about each other will make that day my last day. I don't know if I'll ever be able to get out of this situation.