Hello I'm a normal student of 15 years. I'm an Asian, Indian and thereby I have parents who are extremely strict with me. I have a really bad past which won't allow to leave me. When I was a kid I was forcibly used by a boy older to me. Now I've got problems sleeping and my thoughts are totally messed up. I always cry myself to sleep and can't keep this heavy heart. His parents and my parents are really good friends and the only reason I could avoid him was because he was in UK, but now he is back. Anyway I've got to face him and the problem here is I am extremely scared, I tremble while seeing him or when someone talks about him and that really shows. I want advice because I really can't stay weak in front of him anymore. I want some advice from someone out there. Thank you so much.