<h4>I feel that recently I am never truly happy about anything. I just don't know how to be happy anymore. I laugh and smile, talk with friends, family but Idk what's going on and I don't wanna grow up anymore cuz it is changing me and I fear it might be for the worst. I am lonely, I am really lonely even though I am surrounded by people. I have been feeling like this for quite some time now and this coronavirus lockdown has made me feel like dying would be an easier choice. I haven't told anyone I just couldn't take it anymore so I searched for a anonymous website and here I am.</h4>

I feel that recently I am never truly happy about anything. I just don't know how to be happy anymore. I laugh and smile, talk with friends, family but Idk what's going on and I don't wanna grow up anymore cuz it is changing me and I fear it might be for the worst. I am lonely, I am really lonely even though I am surrounded by people. I have been feeling like this for quite some time now and this coronavirus lockdown has made me feel like dying would be an easier choice. I haven't told anyone I just couldn't take it anymore so I searched for a anonymous website and here I am.

<p>i feel the same way... i feel like i am not good enough and there's nothing i can do about it. i always put on a happy and funny face but in reality im fighting myself to get through the day and not do something that i might regret. i try to be "perfect" even though people say it isn't possible, but i am keep on doing everything wrong, if i don't tell someone something then it's my fault and when i tell them what they need to but don't want to hear they hate me more. it's like every time i open up to somebody they leave, so i decided to search for an anonymous website because i don't know what else to do</p>

i feel the same way... i feel like i am not good enough and there's nothing i can do about it. i always put on a happy and funny face but in reality im fighting myself to get through the day and not do something that i might regret. i try to be "perfect" even though people say it isn't possible, but i am keep on doing everything wrong, if i don't tell someone something then it's my fault and when i tell them what they need to but don't want to hear they hate me more. it's like every time i open up to somebody they leave, so i decided to search for an anonymous website because i don't know what else to do